The Young Man 's Journal

I did't sleep last night , as i was doing the project that should be done on the holiday ... I managed to have a ten minutes sleep... and it was 6 am , my mood was extremely bad , i was searching for coffee , my father told me that the coffee is finished ... and i was like shouting and bad mood .... but soon , i found the coffee pack in the forum kit , i had drank a very concentrated coffee ( Put 1 3in 1 and 1 package of 2 in one ) ... I putted it in the refrigerator . My father had to sent my 2 sisters to school first as i was always late , this morning is very cold , but , i did't realized it , i put off my everything , and locked up my door , then i took a cold water shower ... OMG ... Damn, so cold ... I arranged my self and feel so fresh , after having the coffee , i can finally see the sun of my heart .... I went to school as usual , as we have to past up additional math project today , everyone was burning the mid night oil . I used to reference my friend's work ...

Do you believe that i managed to use only RM 2 on yesterday , not even 1 USD ? The breakfast , lunch and everything is included in the RM 2 . By using only RM 2 , i had learned not to waste money . As usual , my father gave me RM 10 yesterday , i gave RM 8 to my friend and ask her to take of it and don't give me back , until the school end even if i ask for it ... I brought my own container with rice and have my breakfast before i went to school . I did't  buy any junk foods or drinks ... I used that RM 2 to buy some vege for my lunch . But , as for today , i used the same method ,but , i cannot control myself as i was too hungry , and i had spent about RM 8 .... I want to save more money ... As for yesterday , i continued my reading " Why Study Smart " written by Teo Aik Cher . This book is fantastic as it is very smart ... I have learned to study smart instead of study hard , understand but not only knowing ... a lot can be learned in this book ... very recommend...

They haven't reply my message yet ... I had sent , but , why they don't reply me ? This is what i felt just now and before this ....am i too serious on that or because my ability is not enough to be replied  ? I had created a lot of reasons for why they did't reply me ... and all of that are pessimistic thinking . Sometimes , i was too pessimistic... I should not have a " girl thinking ". I still remember what the speaker for the 10th district 308-A2 Leo Forum 2012 Lion Alan Thoo  told us ... He said that we should change our mindset . Yes , i think so ... I should change my mind set ...for example , they haven't reply my message is because they were busy ... Sometimes , we should learn to think positively , as positive thinking will have a positive result... Life is simple , why we make it complicated ??? Speaker for the 10th District 308-A2 Leo Forum  2012 Lion Alan Thoo 

This day was started with a simple prayer . I thanked to the God as i still can breath , i asked God to captivate us and set me free from the darkness of today .      Just stepping out from the door of my room , i saw the plant that planted by me yesterday ...That feeling was very great ! As usual , i took shower before i go to school... When i was looking on myself , i found that i am becoming fatter and i realized that i am lacking of exercise . When i put on my school uniform and everything ,i found my neck tie was lost . I kept finding ... and finally , i gave up on finding ... I decided to tell teacher everything and ask for a new one .       I told my father that i lost my neck tie , and he was helping me to find that ... As time was  nearly 7 am , i asked my father to get ready ... He was very slow  and i cannot wait ... but , when i want to used my Lion 's Voice to shout him , i found that he was slow because he was help...