The Young Man 's Journal

No body can buy themselves the time . It passes so fast . Tick tok tick tok tick tok ..... Someone who are willing to spent their time with you must be someone who care about you , for time is precious and they are willing to give the precious thing to you .  Some people willing to give you their time for some intention , whatever it's , we must learn how to weight the value of the deal . Some people don't even know why they are giving you their time and most of us are belong to this group of people , we spend time to talk something not good about others , doing something useless .... Time .... When you love someone , you will think about the relationship most of the time , you will wonder why no message on your phone , you will try to guess what is happening and think a lot and a lot . If we are forgotten by our partners just because they are busy , Yes , we must understand the situation , but is that called "Love" . Or it is just a "Puppy Love " ...

有人描述人的心为海底的针，有人描述人的心为无底的洞。 人的心，确实很难摸透。一个人笑着口并非开心，一个人闭着眼并非瞎眼，一个人摸着心，有时却不明白自己想要的到底是什么。 世界给我的定义是美好的，他拥有迷人的色彩，动人的感情以及惊人的定律设计。 今天，我讲出了心中的两个压力。 而我想在这里分享的是其中一个。 我想对我的父母说 ，他们让我看到 人类永远只看到自己对的一面，却没想过自己的一举一动所带来的后果及伤害 。  “就是因为他这样，我讨厌他，全都是他的错。” 我们一直埋怨别人，好像我们是好人一样， 我们看我们自己是没有错的。 凡事都要从不同的角度去追究， 当然，有些事情的发生确实是出自于神的旨意，但是我真的不明白。 我们不曾受过别人所受的伤，又如何能了解别人的痛呢？ 这个时候， 我只想安静， 向神说， 我需要你。 

Dear God ,         You should know who am i  or who was i . I really don't know whether i am who i am or i lost the original identity that you have created for me . Should i change myself to adapt to the Bible ? I am not perfect i know , but i am trying to be perfect because i love you God . So should i or should not ? I am really confused and don't know what to do , you have a plan in my life , but currently i am not sure whether i am living under your plan or i am creating my own path . I read the purpose driven life by Pastor Rick Warren. He  told me you are the one who planned my life , but why you planned it like that ? I really don't know what to do for now . Am i still a good man or i was a good man . You know my heart Lord Jesus , i really hope you will reply me ................ A desperate heart , Your child Anthony