The Young Man 's Journal

No body can buy themselves the time . It passes so fast . Tick tok tick tok tick tok ..... Someone who are willing to spent their time with you must be someone who care about you , for time is precious and they are willing to give the precious thing to you .  Some people willing to give you their time for some intention , whatever it's , we must learn how to weight the value of the deal . Some people don't even know why they are giving you their time and most of us are belong to this group of people , we spend time to talk something not good about others , doing something useless .... Time .... When you love someone , you will think about the relationship most of the time , you will wonder why no message on your phone , you will try to guess what is happening and think a lot and a lot . If we are forgotten by our partners just because they are busy , Yes , we must understand the situation , but is that called "Love" . Or it is just a "Puppy Love " ...

有人描述人的心为海底的针，有人描述人的心为无底的洞。 人的心，确实很难摸透。一个人笑着口并非开心，一个人闭着眼并非瞎眼，一个人摸着心，有时却不明白自己想要的到底是什么。 世界给我的定义是美好的，他拥有迷人的色彩，动人的感情以及惊人的定律设计。 今天，我讲出了心中的两个压力。 而我想在这里分享的是其中一个。 我想对我的父母说 ，他们让我看到 人类永远只看到自己对的一面，却没想过自己的一举一动所带来的后果及伤害 。  “就是因为他这样，我讨厌他，全都是他的错。” 我们一直埋怨别人，好像我们是好人一样， 我们看我们自己是没有错的。 凡事都要从不同的角度去追究， 当然，有些事情的发生确实是出自于神的旨意，但是我真的不明白。 我们不曾受过别人所受的伤，又如何能了解别人的痛呢？ 这个时候， 我只想安静， 向神说， 我需要你。 

Dear God ,         You should know who am i  or who was i . I really don't know whether i am who i am or i lost the original identity that you have created for me . Should i change myself to adapt to the Bible ? I am not perfect i know , but i am trying to be perfect because i love you God . So should i or should not ? I am really confused and don't know what to do , you have a plan in my life , but currently i am not sure whether i am living under your plan or i am creating my own path . I read the purpose driven life by Pastor Rick Warren. He  told me you are the one who planned my life , but why you planned it like that ? I really don't know what to do for now . Am i still a good man or i was a good man . You know my heart Lord Jesus , i really hope you will reply me ................ A desperate heart , Your child Anthony

      Love is a very completed element . Love existed before the world , because i believe God do put in this element while he was creating the heaven and earth . Love is not just a feeling , it's something unseen but real and can be shown by what we think and what we do . Love have a power to create but to destroy someone .  As a christian , i always believe that God loves me and i can feel that . By looking at everything happens around me , i know that God loves me so much . The greatest love is when he sacrificed himself at the cross for me , i will never understand how big is his love to us . I involved in some relationships that i cannot explain ....Is LOVE always right ? Even if we know it's not right ...... That's love isn't it ?

So , it have been 7 days and i haven't done writing my new year resolutions yet ... From the first day of new year until now , i was thinking about my new year resolutions , just think and with no action to write it down , i think it's pointless .... It's 2014 , so , don't procrastinate and i decided to write it down here. ............ It's 31st  of Jan 2014 12:00 , i must write it down today , for it's the first day of Chinese new year . That day , my math lecturer had a chi chat with me , she was asking about my plan after A Level .I want to be a medical doctor for now i told her . She was then asking me about my result . I told her honestly what i got and she was giving me a lot of useful advices . It's not a good result to show off here , but i want to write it here , so i know my mistake and failure . I failed my chemistry , just passed for mathematics and B for biology in the internal exam . I have analyzed why i failed , here are some . 1. Time ...

25 AWESOME TIPS FOR BEAUTIFUL LIFE!!! 1. Take a 10-30 minute walk every day. & while you walk, SMILE. It is the ultimate antidepressant. 2. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day. 3. When you wake up in the morning, Pray to ask God’s guidance for your purpose, today. 4. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants. 5. Drink green tea and plenty of water. Eat blueberries, broccoli, and almonds. 6. Try to make at least three people smile each day. 7. Don’t waste your precious energy on gossip, energy vampires, issues of the past, negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment. 8. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a college kid with a maxed out charge card. 9. Life isn’t fair, but it’s still good. 10. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Forgive them for everything ! 11. Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one e...

My sister washed the grapes that my mom bought from the supermarket with the plant based soap . And those wax and pesticide formed a white substance leaving the fruits ....... Nowadays , it's really scary to know what 's the truth behind the food that we are consuming everyday . Last week , while we were having the papaya that we bought from the local market , it taste bitter . My grandpa told us it's because they sprayed pesticide on the papaya ....  Those chemical in the fruits and vegetables are not good for us and might cause changes to our body  You might say organic foods are safe ?  How sure you are those organic food with no chemical ... Here a story ...  My mom's friends asked my mom to help her to buy the vegetables from my town to the city , and the one who asked my mom to buy was a organic vegetable seller ... Can you imagine that ... Of course her vegetables are organic but not all ..... Imagine those inorganic vegetable with organic...